SILENT THOUGHTS ON A DAY LIKE THIS

07 No Parade (Jordin Sparks)

GOOD TIME MEMORIES DEPARTING

This is cynical but sometimes good time stories are ought to find its seat to the room of history and I see them to be locked there forever. Childish thoughts once lingered in my memory but I’m dropping all of them on that ocean of forgetfulness. Let them just vanished like stories never to be told for there are far better things coming. You just have to sit on the front porch waiting for them and live for some new things while waiting. It’s a tragedy if you’ll just let yourself living your old self when everything that surrounds you changed.

ALL THE WRONG MOVES

Empty me but don’t break me.  Life seemed like a glass filled with water and I’m drowning on it. Faith is lost no matter how you try to keep it and I have been with this thought a lot of times. All the right things are obviously not falling in the right places for I have been making all the wrong moves. Loving and learning to love is somewhat not compensated by being loved. It makes you sick when all that you’ve given isn’t worth even a single ray of kindness.

THE END JUSTIFIES THE MEANS?

Blame it on this burnout but at least days I’m pretending I wasn’t sick of working is almost over. I hated that it had to end like this for I was fair enough to stay within this boring circle for ten months. If by all means I was a loser then so be it. I had nothing to regret about. Only good things should be kept inside one’s memory for it will only make sense remembering how bad you’ve been. I won’t let the bad memory of leaving mess up with the good thoughts of moving on. Life goes on after all and still, there’s too many fish in the sea.

NO PARADE

Dilemma. Pointless, it seemed. I still don’t know how to end this. I just woke up crying last night. I remembered the good memories and I missed those beautiful moments. I still don’t know how to say goodbye. All these silent emotions are drowning me and I can barely breathe to speak. If it’s certain to end like this, so be it. Goodbye apathy and goodbye friendship.

NO PARADE

Jordin Sparks

I’m already looking back
I’m already looking around
Where do we get off the track?
What was it that brought us down?
I’m already waking up
Or how I’ve been to sleep too long?
Losing you is hard enough
Not knowing anything was wrong
Changes come, but where they go?
You never know

Just another day like any other
Nothing in the sky said “run for cover”
Just another reason
Never thought it would end this way
There was no parade
No lights flashing
No song to sing along the way
There was no parade

Story was supposed to last
You were never supposed to plea
Just somebody in the past
Somebody I used to see
Trouble crept up on us
A warning that never came in time
Before I knew that we were dust
Just left behind, left behind
Changes come, but where they go?
You never know

Just another day like any other
Nothing in the sky said “run for cover”
Just another reason
Never thought it would end this way
There was no parade
No lights flashing
No song to sing along the way
There was no parade
No waves crashing
There was no one else around for days
There was no parade

And after all the noise I never heard
Our last goodbye was as silent as a butterfly

There was no parade
No lights flashing
No song to sing along the way
There was no parade
No waves crashing
There was no one else around for days
There was no parade
No parade… (No parade)